Along with Balmung's death scene are finally completed and finalized! I haven't wrote it yet, but so far, I don't know whether or not I can stomach it by the time I write it. After all, the whole thing seems to be a bit too gorish...

Anyways, its only now that I finally bother to give the guy a name. Didn't even now what he should really look like but... heck.

So far, I've finished everything that concerns Shiro and Balmung. I've also finished a wee lil part of Zide and Shiro's promises to each other (its only a flashback, but quite hard to make), Haruka's mourning part, the entire scene of Shiro mourning over Zide, the whole Kai and Shiro struggling part (the face-mutilating one), and of course, the Zide versus Kai part in El Nadia.

Somehow, I have no idea on how to get rid of Kai. I don't know whether or not I should kill him, 'cause if I do, there'll be no bad guy. If there's no bad guy, it means that there'll be no chance for me to start a new arc, and if I can't start a new arc.. My career and inspirations as an authoress shall demise! DX KYUH!

Anyways... I dunno what to talk about. Aside from the fact that I can't help replaying those sappy scenes of Shiro and Balmung. They're so sweet and cute and SQUEAL. GAH. I WANNA ADD A CHOCOBO IN. DX